Confused?

Have you ever had an internal battle with yourself?

I do all of the time!

I go back and forth and back and forth and can never seem to make a decision.

And yet...

Do I really need to make one now?
Am I just making a big deal out of nothing?

I don't know!
It's so frustrating not knowing what you really think about something or what you really want.

Sometimes I wish that I could have a big map of my life telling me exactly where I need to go.

Wouldn't that be lovely!

But I guess that takes all of the fun out of the journey.

I mean, life is like a box of chocolates right? if they told you what kinds of chocolates were in a box of chocolates, wouldn't that take all of the fun out of guessing which chocolate is which and either being pleasantly surprised with a caramel filled chocolate, or disgusted by one that tastes like toothpaste?

I guess you learn from those toothpaste filled decisions and hopefully learn enough to notice a caramel filled decision when it comes your way.

No this post makes no sense, but I just had to vent a wee bit.

Thank you for your patience during this very difficult time.